People cannot change, can they?

November 01

hi ther, how's everything going?

hope everything's going well with your life.

i haven't been here for sometimes now, coz i've been so upset and disappointed with something.

for the last 3 weeks, my life was sooooo messed up.

some people has already known what happened with my peaceful family, but some has not.

for those who doesn't know what happened, well, don't worry about me. now i know what i should do, and shouldn't do.

people need to change sometimes in order to make everything better.

and i'm the one who want some change to change all the bad things into the better things for my family and myself.

'change' is a verb, verb which i must act for my own good; otherwise, i would be a stupid one again.

being stupid to trust someone easily, being stupid to let someone leading the nose easily, being stupid to give someone with all my heart. :(

i was so stupid, so fucking stupid.

i'm gonna change myself; somehow, i'm still the same for you guys.

just some part of it, i'm gonna change.

i'm gonna be a stronger person than before.

i'm gonna do it for my mom, my brothers, and myself.

u might have been a little bit confused, what's wrong with me? hahaha

well, i just want to express my feelings that's all. nothing much.

let's say that everyone has a messed up moment of life, and i'm just dealing with it at the moment.

this blog is just a typical blog which the owner of the blog just want to express some thoughts and want to share with everyone.

some people might not be understanding, but i just want free my mind by writing.

i'll talk to u guys later on.

miss u guys

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Janyawrote:

Hey!

What wrong about you?

Are you ok?

You said you must have a strong heart. Go ahead I think you can do it.

I just know about "blog" today by myself. So I think I am very stupid more than you. The mother of stupid.

Hope you are fine.

Janya

Nov. 17

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